INTAN BISA!

hm... tiba-tiba kemaren dapet sms dari putri berapa nilaiku. alhamdulillah rata-rata 9;') gabisa bilang gede atu nggak karena belum tau pasarannya berapa. intinya aku bersyukur aja, Allah kasih ini dan aku yakin ini terbaik. walaupun aku tau ini nggak gede, solnya denger-denger nilai taun ini gede-gede.

apalagi ada anak spenda yang hampir perfect nilainya. yah bukannya gimana tapi kok jadi waswas sendiri ya. like i already said, gapernah narget danem soalnya takut gak sesuai sama yang di harepin.

aku lagi nangis sekarang. aku takut yaAllah. untung aja ada keluarga sama temen yang support. terutama Connie<3 

"jangan gitu! optimis sayaaaangg! Yakino kamu itu bisa! pasti." - Connie.

Aduh Connie, makasih ya sayang itu bener-bener ngebantu aku;')  Walaupun aku masih ga seberapa yakin sih.

bersyukur intan bersyukur. ini terbaik dari Allah;" #okesip ? *ngomong sama kaca* *hipnotis diri sendiri*

Cuma bisa pasrah aja. Andalkan Allah semoga diberi yang terbaik. berdoa aja semoga bisa masuk sekolah RSBI atau nggak smanix. pupus sudah harapanku di smanam. Aku tau diri kok sama nilaiku ;""

Jalanmu masih panjang tan. Jangan sedih lagi tan, sekarang saatnya berjuang bukan sedih. Buktiin kamu bisa banggain orang tua.

Semangat Intan! Orang lain aja yakin kamu bisa, kok kamu malah ga yakin ? kamu harus yakin dong! ;'

INTAN BISA! INTAN PASTI BISA! SEMANGAT!

H – 2

Hmm.. dua hari lagi nih guys pengumuman kelulusan plus nilai UN. Aduh, perasaan rasanya campur aduk bangeeeeettt. Udah kayak nano-nano deh. Ga sabar tapi juga ga siap. Ga sabar pengen tau hasilnya. Dan ga siap kalo misalkan gak sesuai sama yang di harepin.

Yaah, sekarang ga narget sih, takut kalau misalnya ga sesuai jadi down sendiri. Tapi aku tetep optimis nilai rata-rata 9 keatas. Dan semoga aja seperti itu.

Hasilnya belum keluar sih, Resminya keluar tanggal 2 Juni 2012 jam 5 sore. tapi sudah ada beberapa yang tau. Rata-rata nilai mereka gede. Semoga nilaiku juga ya;’)

Cuma bisa berdoa dan berdoa aja semoga dapat yang terbaik. Gasabar pengen jadi murid smanam (amiiiin)

KOWAWA!

Somebody That I Used To Know

Somebody That I Used To Know

Now and then I think of when we were together
Like when you said you felt so happy you could die
I told myself that you were right for me
But felt so lonely in your company
But that was love and it's an ache I still remember

You can get addicted to a certain kinda sadness
Like resignation to the end, always the end
So when we found that we could not make sense
Well you said that we would still be friends
But I'll admit that I was glad that it was over

But you didn't have to cut me off
Make it like it never happened and that we were nothing
I don't even need your love, but you treat me like a stranger
And that feels so rough

No, you didn't have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect your records
And then change your number
Guess that I don't need that though
Now you're just somebody that I used to know

Now you're just somebody that I used to know
Now you're just somebody that I used to know

Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over
But had me believin it was always something that I'd done

But I don't wanna live that way
Reading into every word you say
You said that you could let it go
And I wouldn't catch you hung up on somebody that you used to know-oh-oh

But you didn't have cut me off
Make it like it never happened and that we were nothing (oh)
I don't even need your love, but you treat me like a stranger
and that feels so rough

(oh)

No, you didn't have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect you records
And then change your number (oh)
Guess that I don't need that though
Now you're just somebody that I used to know

Somebody that I used to know
Somebody (now your just somebody that I used to know)
That I used to know
Somebody that I used to know
Somebody (somebody) (now your just somebody that I used to know)
That I used to know

I used to know
That I used to know
I used to know
Somebody

Because You Loved Me

Because You Loved Me! - Celine Dion

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I’ll be forever thankful baby
You’re the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You’re the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn’t speak
You were my eyes when I couldn’t see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn’t reach
You gave me faith ’coz you believed
I’m everything I am
Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I’m grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don’t know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn’t speak
You were my eyes when I couldn’t see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn’t reach
You gave me faith ’coz you believed
I’m everything I am
Because you loved me

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You’ve been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn’t speak
You were my eyes when I couldn’t see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn’t reach
You gave me faith ’coz you believed
I’m everything I am
Because you loved me

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn’t speak
You were my eyes when I couldn’t see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn’t reach
You gave me faith ’coz you believed
I’m everything I am
Because you loved me

I’m everything I am, Because you loved me

My Letter For Justin ;')

Jadi ceritanya aku bikin surat buat Justin. nanti suratnya dibikin scrapbook terus dikasih ke Justin deh. semoga dia baca ya;')

mau tau isinya ? mau tau aja atau mau tau banget ? HAHA

okeoke ininih isinya;

My picture :

Twitter name : @IntanManiani , and @GotBiebergazm

Hai Justin,

My name is Intan Dwi Amalia. I’m an Indonesian Belieber. I love You so much though You don’t even know about it. That’s why I want to meet You, hug You and tell You how much I love You. I don’t even know how I can love You. You know, love doesn’t need a reason, right ? Ever since I known You, there is nobody else worth thinking about. I’m always thinking about You. You have no idea how hard is it to force my self to stop thinking about You.

I know maybe I’m not with You since the beginning, but I promise You I will be there till the very-very-very end. Been beliebing for years is an incredible thing I ever had in my life. Meet some new Beliebers though just via social networks like facebook and twitter. Defending You from the haterz who are mocking You. Mentioning You everyday though You never notice. Lots of DMs I sent for You but You never reply any of them. But yeah, I will never give up on it. Because just via twitter I feel like directly talk to You. Sometimes I feel so desperate because of the difference time-zone. Waiting You online daily but You’re always online when I’m sleeping. That’s so sucks. Just want You to know, when You followed me I was like...um...speechless. I was beyond happy. You don’t know how worth it was. It’s such a proof that You are care about me;’) Justin, please follow my fanbase account @GotBiebergazm. I dedicated that account for you;)

Talking about the haterz, maybe there are some people hate You. But remember, there are tons of people who loving and supporting You, including me;) Your Beliebers have your back. I told You, Justin, Beliebers are loving and supporting You no matter what will happens. Beliebers won’t leave You. Maybe there are some leaving, but they are not Beliebers. They are just fans. Why I said so? Because they totally know nothing about You. Fans will easily leave because of rumors, but true Beliebers will ignore the rumors and stay by Your side. Trust me, Beliebers will always in Your side. Because Beliebers will never die out, will never move on. Don’t ever forget about Beliebers because Beliebers will never forget a boy who completly changed their life. After all, we are a family right ?

I wanna say thank you. Thank You for thought me that dreams do come true. Thank You for being a great idol for me. Thank You for Your musics which could cheer me up whenever I’m feeling down. Thank You for being my inspiration. Thank You for make me feel like I’m beautiful and worthy. Thank You for everything You have done. Thank You for the smiles, the cries, the laughs, and the MEMORIES that UNFORGETTABLE. I’m pretty proud to be part of this amazing family. Don’t mind about the haterz, You are still extraordinary.

And last but not least, I’M BLOODY LOVE YOU JUSTIN DREW BIEBER! I wish I could meet You, someday. I’m waiting for Believe Tour IndonesiaJ

                                                                                                          Lots Love,

  Your Belieber<3 

ps: sorry for any typos or wrong grammar. i'm not good in english tbh.


udah sih gitu doang isinya. ya sebenernya masih banyak uneg-uneg yang mau ditulis cuma limit pagesnya 1 halaman-___-

well, massive thanks to Camille. Belieber Toronto yang bikin scrapbook ini terus mau di kasih ke Justin 1 Desember nanti. pas justin di Canada;)

National Exams

HOLLAAA FELLAS!

Come back after all of loongggg assignment at school. Guess what? Yepz!
National Exam. I already passed them.
Now,  I'm done and enjoying a loooong holiday.
Feel good. But kinda bored.

And of course feels “dag-dig-dug” waiting for the announcements.
Wish me luck guys.
At 2nd June I want to hear a good news not a bad news.
I’m done and passed the national exams with my hard work.
And I want scream "AKU LULUS" and then hug my Mother{}

I want to make my parents proud;’)
Can't wait to be a senior high school students. Feel old already hah. I’m fourteen tho-_-

Ps ; ternyata ini belum ke post malah kesimpen jadi draft-__-